We didn't visit him. I hear what a saint he was. I agree. I feel bad. I don't have to care for him and his details of life daily, I feel bad. I felt he was more a "job". I feel bad. I'm remembering when I was young and how nice he was. I feel bad. I remember how good he was to my kids. I feel bad.....I have health problems that exacerbate my emotions now (Dad passed 3 weeks ago) I feel bad....help???