Last night it was the same ol' same ol' feeling once again like an outsider in my own home. I have multiple health issues, too many to list in fact. And, if I did u probably wouldn't believe me. I've pushed myself well passed the breaking point both mentally and physically. The furniture gets more attention and acknowledgment than myself. I suppose it's because my family refuses to "accept" my dysfunction. I see a therapist and at one point voluntarily signed myself into a psychiatric hospital. Helped a bit but not for long. Last night it got so bad that I tried to kill myself by "accidentally" over dosing on my blood pressure meds in order to get my pressure to bottom out and stop my heart. I guess my pressure was too high at the time? Cuz here I am. Imagine my disappointment. What am I supposed to do? Can anybody hear me?