I have been taking care of so many sick family members for so long that I just don't have any more energy for my sweet husband with dementia. I am exhibiting every single trait of caregiver burnout. Add one: desperate. My health is going downhill rapidly. No other family members to help. Trying to get paid outside help to come in with limited resources. Not very successful so far. I can't leave him alone too often and have had to give up most of my fun times with friends. He has become very antisocial and does not want to go anywhere. I am really worried about myself. I need to stay strong for him and the 6 dogs we rescued when he was well and we lived on a farm, but I just don't want to get out of bed. Antidepressants aren't helping the hopelessness I feel. In this new city we live in, very difficult to find a good counsellor. The ones here aren't taking new patients or don't take my insurance. The support group in town is a trip to a nice restaurant to have lunch. They do not talk about issues they are facing. I don't need lunch. I need to talk with others and get suggestions. Feels like all the doors I try close on me. Anyone feel as down as this? How did you cope?