I want her close. This time, in a smaller and carpeted room. My husband casually mentioned one day.... I almost think we should have your mom back. He said that after having observed me talk about mom with sorrow in my voice at her being there. I really think I can care for her as good as the NH... she is slowing down so much. My desire is that she expires at home and not in some institution. This will mean closer monitoring for me and more stay-at-home time. I do not work outside the home at this time anyway. We may not have Home Nursing available for one month because of red tape... but I can hire former home health friends I know to get some respite. I hoped to have her out of NH by October. Time is of the essence... I don't want her to feel institutionalized any longer than necessary. Her only meds right now are for pain and for restless legs which have kept her up one night after another. Seems that is now under control. Also, while at the NH, she has been weaned off the Fentanyl which is a good thing done while under supervision. I believe everything looks rather good. Any suggestions or feedback please?