November 7th of 2018 my dad was walking, talking, eating, and calm. He was put into a nursing home and a week later he hit a resident and was sent to a geriatric psych ward where he was almost killed and had kidney failure due to overprescribing psychiatric meds. This has been my nightmare the past two months. He has bounced back from the brink of death and can talk and somewhat eat and drink. However he needs to be diapered now, hand fed and is aggressive. He was in the hospital for a month and a half recovering. He was discharged and taken to a new nursing home. He was there twenty minutes, allegedly hit and strangled someone and was sent to the ER. Now he has been black balled from nursing homes in two counties as well as a geriatric psych ward. I am at a loss about what to do. I thought about bringing him home but I will lose my life and I don't know if I can handle his aggression. He is supposed to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow and currently they have nowhere for him to go. What do you do when things become this desperate? Any advice or experiences? I am at a complete loss and am losing my own sanity.