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It's not all the time, but it's most of the time. My mom is not someone who by nature has been a blamer, abusive, any of that sort of stuff. She's actually a mild person, one might say meek and childlike until she becomes stubborn or irrational. But in our interactions of late, everything seems to be my fault. If something is gone, I moved it. If something is dirty, it's my fault. She will use very extreme thinking in an accusatory way: "The shed was perfectly fine until you put all your things in it, now it's a mess, you need to get rid of everything." You have so much stuff. Nobody has as much stuff as you." "There are always clothes all over your bed." "If you'd only do..." "Did you take my butter? (no) Because it was there before." "Did you move x?" "You're so (insert criticism here)" "You always do x" etc. Now it would be one thing if any of those things were true, but they're not. I'm fine with taking criticism where appropriate but her thinking is very extreme.

The fact is, yes the shed needs to be organized, but it's mostly her stuff, and general garden, cleaning, painting stuff etc. All of which I've organized multiple times, never once has she done it. (It needs to be done again and that's in the plans). I'm actually a super-clean person and except for a nightclothes, the only time there are clothes on my bed is when I'm folding laundry. There are a few work items and books in my private space but it is by no means a hoard or even cluttered. And most of my things are not even here. Yet she has enough things to fill a two bedroom house.

Bottom line, her thinking is extreme and her accusations are getting more frequent. I feel my mercury rising, and I swallow the anger each time, but what is the best way to respond or ignore it with minimal psychic injury on my part?

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She is reassuring herself that she is FINE and you are losing it. Debating with her will achieve nothing. You win by losing---you admit to having those faults and thank her for helping you. I'm not saying you rearrange the shed, you just agree it needs attention. My husband always agreed with his mother and did absolutely nothing she wanted. She thought he was the "perfect" child.
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I agree with Pam above.... just agree with Mom as that will be the easiest.

I think what happens when a grown child moves into a parents house or vise versa, it is no longer two adults in the household, it goes back to adult-child dynamics. And the parent feels they still need to dish out advice and rules even though the grown child knows what to do, it's just the nature of things. In your Mom's eyes, you are back to being 16 again... and lets also thrown in some Alzheimer's/Dementia into the mix.... what a journey.... [sigh].
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It is very hard to just give in, to admit fault. But boy does it ever work. The fastest way to end the confrontation is to agree. It annoys me because it's not THE TRUTH. But I'm trying to get over that.
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When you care for someone with dementia, you have got to develop a THICK skin, and be able to let words go in one ear and out the other. Walk away. When you come back later, she will have forgotten what she said, so she cannot be blamed. Do the best you can, but don't take it personally.
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The other side of this is that you have the right not to be treated badly. If she says you always have clothes on the bed, tell her that you fold a lot of clothes. If she says the shed is a mess, tell her it will be better after you complete whatever project. If she asks if you moved the butter, say no, that it must be in there somewhere. Has she checked behind the eggs? There are non-confrontational answers you can give that bounce the accusations off of you into the air. Taking the blame too much will just make you angry and burned out, so it really isn't a good thing to do. Caregivers aren't dogs to be kicked so someone else feels better.

Maybe your mother is begrudging you moving in. I know it has to be hard for an elder when a child returns home, even if it is to be a caregiver. The elder can get torn between needing and resenting. It may be where the barbs are coming from -- the resentment of sharing of space. Caregivers can understand it, since a lot of times we don't want to be there. But what to do? We can only do the best we can and hope they don't start throwing stuff at us. :-)
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A drastic response is to tell her you're sorry she's so displeased with you and you'll start to look for a paid assistant to replace you. Then walk out of the room, or the house, and let her think about it.

You don't need to tolerate that kind of insulting and abuse. No one does.
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You don't have to take the abuse. You can pack up and just move on and be free from it, I'm telling you as a fellow abuse survivor myself. There comes a time when to much is too much, and from what you're describing you're currently on the verge of lashing out because when you stuff it for long enough it's like smoldering rags in a closet. Smoldering rags always break out into a full-blown fire sooner or later. This is exactly what anger is doing to you, and it's only a matter of time before you finally explode. What I would do in your specific situation is is just get out of there and just move on with your own life. Get some professional help from a good Christian counselor or even your pastor. There comes a time when you must leave what's hurting you before it destroys you
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Ha! lol =) love it
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I agree with Ferris1. Your profile says your mom has dementia. Her behavior is common on dementia patients. I think it helps to keep reminding myself that it's the dementia causing her to say those things. It's not really her who is being difficult and imaging things. It's her condition that is causing it.

Before I knew that my cousin had Vascular dementia, I thought that she was a very difficult, mean and selfish person. I had sacrificed a lot of my time, energy and resources in order to help her and all she seemed to do was insult me, criticize and accuse. She would say that I put grease on her counters. There was no grease. She would say that I messed up her drawers. I didn't touch her drawers. She was imagining things. Later, it all made sense.

You have to understand and accept it. Don't take it personally. It's hard, but you have to just listen to them, tell them it will be fixed and that everything will be okay.

Caretaking a person who puts this much stress on you can be overwhelming and it's not for everyone. I would consider my options and decide if I needed help or to make other arrangement for her care. I will add that the stages of dementia can cause the person to move from this difficult and hostile behavior to one in which they are more calm. It's hard to predict how it will progress.

I'll also suggest that you discuss her issues with her doctor. Sometimes, pain, anxiety, depression can be treated with medications that can help the patient's mood. Medication did help my cousin and she is now pleasant, kind and appreciative. I'm not sure if she passed from the earlier stage on her own or if the meds caused it. Maybe, it's a little of both.
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Trapped, I think that you are the person closest and so get the blame for all her problems. Dementia patients become the center of their own world so anyone in range gets the blame. It is not easy to continue in this role so before things get critical make some plans for the future. Do you think you would be able to care for her to the end. It will probably get worse mentally and finally physically and the final six months or so she will not be able to do anything for herself. Are you prepared to become the bedside nurse, change the diapers, cope with the laundry, try and get her to eat and all the things that go with end of life care. Her verbal abuse could also become physical which is even harder to accept.
Research all you can about Dementias and decide how far you can go in the care.
and make plans for her future. Can you afford any care for mom either in the home or a facility.
. Don't put yourself in position where you are financially responsible for her care. Have you consulted an elder care lawyer and have POA etc for her.
You will feel so bad because of the things you may have to do for Mom's safe care so keep at the front of your mind that this is the same Mom you have always known but an ugly disease has taken control of her mind and body. Think of it as the Devil taking over mom if that helps. If you have religious beliefs draw strength.
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