Latest update. Mom passed March 2017. I am feeling much better. But it seems that the small things are irritating me more. Traffic congestion. Having to go shopping. Any type of responsibility I have, no matter how tiny it is, irritates me. I've been wanting to move out of state, and as I search out apartments, the task seems to pressure ridden for me. And now I'm thinking I need to just completely chill out and not put any pressure on myself. I'm feeling somewhat fragile the more I gain clarity. I'm also feeling like I'd like to get in my car and travel around the country. I feel a need to get away from here where everything reminds me of my mother. And wonder if anyone else has experienced these feelings. Thanks for your help.