I must work full time. My husband is both disabled and on hospice care. He is frequently irritable, understandably. We have no family here. He is 65 and on Medicare. It is me, myself, and I caring for him. My brother is here until June 24th, when he will return to the Seattle area, and I will once again be on my own. We qualify for exactly nothing because of my job. I have 6 vacation days left this year. As he weakens, especially once my brother is gone, he will be alone all day, and I am gone 12 hours per day. That scares me. In the night if he needs someone, it is me, so my sleep is frequently interrupted, and as it is, even when not interrupted, I sleep with one ear open, so to speak, so I am beyond tired most of the time. I am not doing anything well. I am exhausted and do not know where to turn. Yes, he has a social worker assigned, but as we don't qualify for any assistance, her hands are tied. My work performance is suffering, and at home I have little time to do anything but dishes and laundry. I garden out of necessity, but it is also my peaceful place that is also my therapy for keeping my sanity. I don't know what to do. He is weakening, but he is fighting with all that is in him to live. Our daughter lives here (Chicago, IL), but she is a single mom with two children, a job, a mortgage and an AirB&B. She helps as much as she possibly can, given her own living circumstances.