I feel tortured. My dad was in hospital the last week of his life. He had heart failure. A few days before he passed, he told the nurse he wanted to go home. They called my sister to come to the hospital. And then the following day he asked me the same thing, why am I here? I want to go home. I never thought he would die. I told him, we would go home on Monday but he needed to be in the hospital for a couple of more days. He passed on the Friday. I'm really angry with myself for not honoring my dad's last wish to go home. I sort of think he knew he was dying and he wanted to die at home. My sister was always afraid he would die at home because we wouldn't know what to do afterwards. I know I can't change anything now, but wanted to know if this was common.