Hiring help after being only caregiver to Mom. Am I wrong to hire help?

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Feeling guilty. As I have posted before, I have 5 kids, 3 are young. My mom lives behind me and I have been caring on and off for her for many years. The last two have been almost constant. I am burned out and my youngest kids are struggling with all the time grandma is requiring. I finally have hired in three aides. One for an hour in the mornings to get her up and ready. One from 1-3 to help to bathroom and clean house as needed, and one at night to get her to bed. It's weekdays only. I will do weekends. This frees me up to be with my children and visit mom so we can have quality time instead of all my time with her being just to perform daily tasks. And I will still be helping in between as needed. I should be relieved but as its getting closer I am feeling so guilty about it. Am I wrong to hire in help? Am I shirking my duty? I have been feeling so resentful of her needing me all the time and how it is effecting my kids. I feel like this will give mom and I our relationship back as well. But why the guilt?

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Kannie,
I too, was caregiver for both my folks. When I began really struggling with the time & physical strain, I asked my mom to agree to get additional help & she was resistant. I too, struggled with guilt... & greatly relate with what you say. However, you must be intentional with your family & simultaneously, get the help you need for your mom. I surely understand your struggle, but do not feel guilty! The Lord will bless & guide you on this journey. Be sure to take care of yourself & your family. Unfortunately, doing what's best for our moms often involves getting help from outside sources because we cannot do this alone!! Take care. Have peace about getting additional help because you are still helping your mom. His blessings to you!!
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Kannie, my Mom [97] asked her caregivers to leave and not come back... oops.... and here I thought I was doing a good thing as she had just gotten out of the hospital after a fall. Nope, she said that she and Dad could manage.

Oh how I wished my Mom would have accepted the caregivers.... fast forward one week.... she fell again and suffered brain damage. Now she has 24 hour caregivers in a rehab/nursing home to which I don't see her coming home ever again. Talk about guilt big time.

How I wished I would have dug in my heels and demanded that my Mom accept help, but she was stronger willed then I, still of clear mind, and I am just the "kid" so what do I know even though I am a senior myself :P

Many elders are in denial that they need help.... my dear Dad is one of the exceptions, he wanted the caregivers back because he knows his limitations... plus he doesn't know how to cook or do the laundry. I even asked him if he thought he needed the over-night caregiver, and he said yes as it made him feel safer at home.
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Kannie, I feel guilty too! Not just for getting help. If I eat without mom and she's so thin and dad's on a feeding tube. If I watch a film or tv show and don't include them, if I get a manicure and don't bring mom, the list is endless. I know it's not logical and I try to control my guilt. It's like self pity, you can't let it get the best of you.
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Sendmehelp, the schedule has worked well. My mom has been a bit difficult in not accepting the help. That's really not worded right. She accepts the help but as soon as they leave will call me with a need. I had to get rid of the morning aide on Mondays and Wednesday's because she came "too early" for mom and mom would demand to go back to bed. One hour later she would call me to get her up. She would be wet and I would have to redo everything the aide did. So I got rid of the aides those two days. Silly to pay someone for me to go back over an hour later. The other three mornings are working out. The first week was hard on me as I felt guilty but the second week, oh my, such freedom!! No more guilt!
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Kannie, there is nothing wrong with hiring help for your Mom. If you don't do it, your Mom could outlive you as you try to balance two busy households.
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Yeah, I think it's good too. If I were in that situation and was able to hire inhouse help like that.........on my! I would be proud as could be. Having that help would be ideal and a real benefit to my mom. So smart and reasonable. What's not to like about it?
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Kannie, re-read your above plans for the hired help. That was the best schedule planned ahead that I have seen so far. Can you update us how that has worked out, and how is your mom today?
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Sorry, this is Lainie. Put this question in wrong place.
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My 52 yeAr old brother is HIV Positive. He had a stomach virus 15 years ago and he lost all his potassium in his body and caused him to have a massive heart attack and left him with severe short-term memory loss. My 76-year-old mother and 83-year-old father have been taking care of him for 15 years.
two months ago he fell and broke his femur. He had to have surgery and was put in a nursing home to start physical therapy but something went wrong with the surgery it did not hold and had to have a second surgery. The surgeon said the inside of his bones are like mush he does not know if this is going to hold. Because of his short-term memory loss he is constantly trying to get out of the bed and walk but he cannot walk he is bed ridden until he sees the doctor on October 2 to say he could start therapy Meanwhile, A family member has to be with him 24/7 to keep him in bed or were back to square one. We are waiting for the 30 day mark apply for Medicaid. The 24 seven sitting is not required but my mother is scared to death he's going to fall again. If his bones are as bad as they say he will continue to break bones and probably end up in a long-term facility There is no way the family can do 24 seven sitting if he is long-term care. does anybody have any suggestions please we are very desperate and tired. Right now we are paying some people to sit. One other question I have is what does 90 day spend down mean. Any information given is greatly appreciated
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Here is a schedule for 24/7x365 days:
It cannot be done without help, without losing your sanity.
12 hour shifts x 3 persons when things get worse.
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