I am the caregiver to my father and brother. My brother is a quad and my father has had mobility issues for the last 3 years. 2 years ago I lost my job which resulted in my losing my house. So I had to move back in with my bro and dad a week after I gave birth to my 2nd son. My brother gets 16 hrs of nurse care but I care for him from 3pm-11pm everyday. My father gets nurses care from 8-12 and 3-5 except on the weekends he gets none. Along with my 9 year old and my 1.5 year old I am taking care of 4 ppl. I dont work. Me and my kids share a very small room together and slp in the same bed. I have an older sister and she takes care of the final things but I feel alot of pressure from her bc I dont work. She wants me to work from home I blv the reason is because I can stil do the caregiving for them. I need to make enough money for daycare for 2 kids and to move out. She complains about the fact that we have so much stuff. Which we realy dont but its 3 of us not one. Taking on the fact that a year ago i found out that my bf was cheating on me while I was preg and didnt want to be with me and I havent been involved with no one at all for almost 2 years. I recognize im lonely. but am i depressed? I have gained weight and food is my bff. Im only 30 and I have no life. Even if I get respite then I still have nurses ard me and the kids all day unless we leave the house which really isnt a break or relaxing bc Im on the go. I am thinking about finding a doctor to talk to.