Hi everyone. I am not sure what topic I really should put this under. I saw my therapist today and I was completely honest with her that I am not eating anything all day. I have talked about my struggles with anorexia a little bit but everything else that is going on I haven’t shared what is going on with my health. It’s obvious that my husband sees the weight I have lost but he doesn’t know how bad it’s getting because I am lying to him. I am trying to hide the weight loss but I can’t hide the (starvation brain) as my husband calls it. My therapist is really worried that I am going to crash with everything that is going on. Rationally I know what I have to do but it’s doing it. I have dealt with this for 39 years and it’s all I know. So today I am going to be honest with my husband and my friend and you all. So this is really not a question it’s just opening up. I just don’t want to bother anyone. It’s like the only thing I can control at this point. Thank you for letting me share.