I hope we can heal our relationship but those emotional sucker punches are a bit much.
She had me actually believing she wanted to stay with me and not move-I didn't say anything at the time because I don't want her to think she's not welcome (see she drew me in with loving words) So, today I said she could stay and she said she was joking. I got a little emotional-weak. I could kick myself for that.
This is still working on me. My emotions are wrecked. If I can just hold out.
Just a few more weeks.
No, I will hold out. I only hope I can take away something positive from this instead of this feeling of failure. If that sounds like a 'Woe is me'...oh well.