3 years and I'm at the point of feeling like I'm losing my mind! Really feel I can't take it ANYMORE! So beside myself take care of mom wait on her hand and foot. Don't start any projects because always looking at the clock to take care of her..breakfast lunch and dinner coffee gingerale or snacks just sick and tired! Paper works piling up don't have the energy or concentration to deal with anything anymore! B.S.! Pick up the phone to call nurses aide to help hang phone up. Can't bring myself to do anything but sleep when I'm not dealing with her. Something's got to change I'm getting ugly!