I'm 44, married, 4 kids, 5 grandchildren, full time student working on master's, & 24/7 caretaker for my mom and pop as i had to move them in with me 3 years ago to care for them. I have 7 brothers and sisters who don't help, the 8 sibling that did help and was my best friend died 2 years ago. Anyway the last 4 months i have put on 25 lbs, i cry, get angry, and how in my room as much as possible so i don't get ugly with anyone. I feel guilty because i am tired of being the only caretaker we are talking everything but feeding. Any one else feel like the super powers are fading.