He has planted the crops but we don’t know his intentions. He owes her $10,000 for taxes by July and is he going to harvest. Since he has blocked our phone numbers my mom is going to her lawyer to write a certified letter requesting what are his plans. He could leave her high and dry for her mortgage too. We now have to go down every week to cut grass and work on the plumbing and remodel a bathroom. There is no bath that works and no shower. I think her medical bills are going to take the farm but she has the money for her bills. Then my father in law will be moving in with us the middle of July. We have to make a bedroom for him. I am really worried about her she never thought this would happen. I didn’t see him all the time but I know he cared for me I. May never see or speak to him ever again. I made a mistake and went into the shed and I just bawled my eyes out. It was always full of life playing on the tractors and getting our go carts ready for a race. I am just so sad I cry all the time and people don’t understand. I never realized how many good memories I have here, especially my friend who has money and is married to a lawyer. I feel like it’s all my fault everything was fine when I was gone and then in 2015 I moved down there an hour and a half away and took care of my mom. Ulcerated foot there was one day I needed help wrapping it but he was too busy so my 85 year old dad did. My daddy was mad what the h*ll is wrong with our family. She doesn’t even come down, my brother peaks his head in and leaves then it’s on me. I remember my brother was giving dad a present for father's day and he told him I don’t need things, I need a family to come and visit and a hug. That year was what it was but then when my daddy was diagnosed with esophageal cancer and I moved there I never left his side and my brother and I talked on Saturday I took him to radiation or physical therapy and doctor appointment and went to AA meeting. Well my brother called me and for a half hour I had to listen to him tell me what an awful person I was. Everything that was wrong with me how I was a bad daughter, aunt and sister. I was gone 30 years and I come back and cause trouble he didn’t even give me a chance to respond. It ripped my heart out. My brother is 8 years older and we were really close when we were younger he said not to call or text him. I can call the house phone. Well my sister in law told me to stay away from her and her kids so I am not going to do that I am really worried about my mom but she has to protect herself against them and then my father in law moves in with us the middle of july. I just want to stop crying. I am handling it the wrong way. My friend would be sell it and get your mom to assisted living, but farming is in your blood and it’s been in our family 200 years any advice?