So after decades of caring for my mother, I am told life goes on....it's been 6 months since her passing and I find myself in a rut. Some days are better than others though. I am dealing with guilt, among many other feelings, as you may know, I am now an only child, not only did 6 siblings of mine not offer to help with her care giving, none of them helped with her memorial either. Thank God for husband and child of mine. I also am relieved that her suffering has finally ended. I miss her all day, I knew I would though....I know what you're going to say: go back to work/school, volunteer, etc. I need to get myself back in good physical shape as well as emotional first. Thanks for listening, you always have.