I haven't been on, i thought i would. But it is still so very hard. I cried and cried and cried when daddy died. After the dust had settled. I still cried profusely for 3 weeks. Still am periodically. But its getting better. I am proud of what i was able to accomplish. I never ever thought i would have been able to handle all the funeral and planning as calm as i did. It went smoothly. I would like to still be a part of this group. But, as the caregiver to daddy. It is still fresh. Thinking of you all, hang in there. Your stronger than you think you are!
Do not leave this site. Your caregiving experience can help someone just starting out.
I try to not cry and then it just comes out in buckets. Reverse psychology I guess. Try to not do something and thats all you want to do. Probably why diets don't work.
I have kept posting cause it seems to help me with the grief. You guys all understand. More than my own siblings it seems.
my3kidsok when you are ready to come back we will all be here. If you want to private message me and talk please do. Maybe we can help each other.