Well it has been awhile. Have to apologize as I haven't been on in quite awhile as so much has happened since I last stopped by.
Well it has been a rough three months since my honey passed. To date I have not been able to take time to grieve since all my time has been taken up on how to survive both emotionally and financially. Not complaining as I have managed to date.
I am now classified as totally and permanently disabled and am training my fur baby as a service dog. My mind says I am 30 but my body says oh no you aren't. I am having to sell my house which in ways is a good thing as I do not want a roommate. For right now I plan on staying in an apt close by and then am looking for a tiny home to put on my brother's property so that I can be close to family. So in many ways it will be a totally fresh start.
I am hanging in there and not giving up. There was no insurance and as we were not married (even common law) no additional social security. Now it is just a matter of selling a lot of things, keeping some and trashing the rest so that when my house sells I will be ready to move.
Never thought this would happen to me as I was main support for us for over 15 years. But I still feel blessed as I have options and a wonderful moral support system from my family though they are a long way away.
Y'all take care and have a great and blessed day. Will write more later.