Sorry I haven’t been on for a while.
Well, instead of going to my moms to cut grass every weekend we go on his 3 day weekend. But I can see how the decline of his dad has really brought him down. I think that started the tension. Then all these other things in the air. My brother is still gone yet now my sil has a bed at their house so she can cut grass and my neighbor said my brother stopped by. Of course that really upset my mom just hearing his name. I will tell you that I am finally at peace with this whole family thing. Anyway, back to my relationship with my husband. We both feel like our lives are on hold. Well not me so much because we still need to live. But he will say on his days off we should be deciding where we are going for the day. He has also brought up being depressed. I just feel like really alone and then al always calls me for his dad and now my mom all of a sudden can’t make phone calls. Then I have this friend who no matter what my husband and I do she has to criticize us. Plus I am working with a couple sponsees. I just want my husband back. He is going back to therapy. The greatest thing is we are just finishing our anniversary trip to mackinack island. It was perfect. I just wish there was some way to bring that feeling of peace and serenity back home with us. Anyone have some ideas on how to still have a good marriage. We just celebrated 23 years. We have been together 31. I want the rest of our years to be happy and connected. Thank you again everyone. Love you 😍