I have lost ten years of my life as a carer to my mum. I now will definitly at 49 not be having a wife and children. I have my own medical problems to look forwards to. I have no friends, no family that care. Will have to bear the guilt of putting mum in a home sooner or later. I am severly depressed have severe anxiety. I will be the only one at my mum's funeral. I have nothing to look forwards to in life.