My dad's home health help has quit or can't come. He won't hire an agency because one treated him bad years ago. He hasn't had a bowel program this week. I am going down tomorrow. I have bathed my dad when needed, changed clothes, all of those things. But the bowel program is not something I want to do. I know my dad changed my diapers, I've changed my kids diapers. I will do my best. My dad feels bad but feels like he is going to poop his pants. My dad has a spinal cord injury. I will do what is needed but sometimes I wish things were different.