Hi. I'm Jackie I'm 58. My husband Tom is 68.
I'm on disability due to RA, Fibromyalgia, DDD, osteoarthritis, depression/anxiety, etc.
My husband has numerous things wrong. Leukemia, diabetes, congestive heart failure, etc.
He's been in and out of the hospital numerous times. He's gone to a facility to get physical therapy. I've had home health come in here.
He's fallen multiple times in the home. He takes his insulin and eats and then lays in bed all day and wakes up in a sweat. Last time his blood sugar was 63. He ate a few cookies and went back to bed.
I've called 911 so many times it's unreal for him.
Anyhow, I picked him up from the hospital and took him to a nursing home. It's not going to be temporary this time. It's going to be permanent.
Why am I crying all last night and today? Why do I feel like crap? My health issues are worsening and I can't take care of him anymore.
He got pissed at me and said you want to get rid of me.
Thanks for letting me vent. I feel so guilty.