This week I got some bad news (not to do with my health). I knew it was coming but I didn't know it was going to be this bad! And I do not feel like discussing it at this time! It's amazing how I can help others to solve their problems, but find myself up against the wall on this one.
I have had seven bloody noses in less than two months. My left side has a dull pain. The bloody nose is probably high blood pressure although, this is very unusual for me because my blood pressure usually runs low due to my small frame. The pain in my side could be a number of different causes. I told my BF about these things & all he said is, "what am I to do"? This is not like him. I really just wanted him to say, "I am sorry that you feel bad". He has been with me long enough to know that I rarely complain about being sick or any injuries that I may have. He also knows, I am not one to run to the hospital every time something is wrong. But I must admit, I take him to the hospital when ever I am concerned. I know this isn't right!
I do see a Dr every three months for my meds and what not's, but I haven't had bloodwork done in awhile. Which I really need to do! I have PTSD, GAD, and Autoimmune disease that effects my hair, skin and nails, which it can move to my organs and attack one of them if is so chooses. Prehaps my body is telling me that I am under too much stress.
I do realize on this forum I am the first one to tell people to go to the Dr's, and here I am not taking my own advice.
I try to let God take control over the things that I can not change or have no control over. But it seems that I am having a hard time to do that with the bad news I got.
I am not wanting sympathy nor advice unless it is from a believer about God.
I guess, I just needed to get this off my chest. Perhaps things will work out.
Thank you for reading this!😟