But I am really Frustrated with Peoria hospital telling me she was approved so we come back from Bon Jovi and picked up the dogs and we were going to check on mom at the nursing home. Well we walked into her house and the nursing home got the denial so now I have to get a doctor to call their doctor by 4;30. We didn’t hear anything I said lee has to go back to work and we only have one car here then I guess my sister in law called my cousin telling him he has to talk to me for his hunting and everything is mine. My brother blocked my number again but my husband is cutting grass and they are joking around. I was terrified that I needed to find a renter. he told me to just tell him where to send the flowers when she dies everything is on my shoulders and my husband we have to go down every week on his days off to cut grass and work on the house all because of my daddy’s will. I am ready to break I woke up with aches all over and pain all over and when we brought her here I was on the phone for 7 hours and the next day 6 but she didn’t say a word it’s like it’s just expected of me.