Over the past few days I have come to the realisation that DH needs to go into permanent care. He has had a big decline. He is difficult to deal with, belligerent and has started wandering off. Refuses to eat food prepared at home. Wants to go to restaurants which of course he cannot do. Wants to buy a boat etc etc. I have informed care home to start the process and put him on their permanent residence list but this could be months.
He was so bad today that I have had to call Commonwealth carers for emergency respite care until a permanent place is found. I wish I could say this upsets me but it doesn’t. I have reached my limit.