♪ It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to.You would cry too if it happened to you ♪ Oh, and let's not forget about my nerves... what nerves?!? I don't have any left! So don't go worrying yourself about getting on mine today, because you'd only be dry humping them! Just two major panic attacks within the last week, thats all!! You'd think, out of all the 50 family members that live in the same town, within 10-15 minutes apart from each of us, that it woulda been nice of someone to ask if I would like to go out, get a break or mayby to just have a nice dinner OR 1 stiff drink... or 20! But nooooo!!! Sorry, I just need to vent for a minute here! This old hag hasn't seen the light of day since my poor mother came home from the hospital. I've sat inside the house this whole day long on my 45th birthday!!... I feel so unappreciated sometimes :( But, on the bright side, I told my mother that today was my birthday and she guessed my age to be 21... so, that made my day! :) I'm done with crying now... Rant over.