I guess I have a lot to get off my chest. I got up early for some peace. My question is do any of you ever feel like they do everything humanly possible for their mom and it still is never enough. She did this to me growing up straight A’s were not enough. She was discharged from nursing home Tuesday and we brought her back to Wisconsin with us. Wednesday I was on the phone for 7 hours and she saw that trying to get a nebulizer and an in network provider of course her insurance is in every state but Wisconsin and I did find a couple in network in the provider book but no they weren’t. My husband just ordered it on line. Then I was working on Home health and getting an exception because even at her house the closest is an hour away and I was then on the phone with her doctor 6 times that is a quiet day but nothing it’s just expected of me I have to stop my life with my husband and if my brother ever did come around I doubt it but if he did he could just say hi and he is everything I feel like it’s never enough and it never will be.