Hi having been online as my dad had a massive heart attack last week this is the worst time of my life and now having to get back to looking after mum its very tough. My parents were seperated for over 30years he wasnt a great dad but he was my dad and im devastated. His partner organised his whole funeral and treated us like crap it was tough to keep it all together she never even asked us if we wanted to do a reading NOTHING still so hard to digest it all but we held our dignity and kept our cool HOW?? i will never know.
Burying your father is hard not having one single say in it was so cruel and thoughtless on her behalf all her family snubbed us aswell as neighbours etc.. I cant tell any of you just how hard that was we were distraught. But she showed herself up in front of everyone!
Just trying now to grieve my dad AND look after mum I want to run away to have my time my space but will just have to keep it all together.
Really cant cope with mum as shes looking for attention this is tough!
Hugs to you all.xx