Hello everyone- I am so new to this, and I am so overwhelmed. I flew to the Caribbean 2 days ago with my mother, to basically give palliative care to my gran, 83, whose kidneys are basically failed (8%). This is horrifically emotionally draining and exhausting. She's not eating at all, her body is becoming toxic, and we all know this is the end. Recommendations not to put her in a hospital as it is palliative, and could literally be any minute...or a month.. I have no one else here, so I'm here 24/7. I just needed a space to grieve out loud as I'm trying to be so strong for gran and my mum...while toiletting gran, spoonfeeding her, having her cry on me.
Thank you for listening.