I finally did it.! I signed and mailed the new lease. I had a terrible time trying to deceide wheather or not to sign. I'm still not sure if I did the right thing. If anything happens to my mom I'll be stuck for a year,and unable to afford the rent . I thought that If I didn't sign it I'd be jinxing her. I couldn't live with that. We'll just have to see what the year brings.
I don't think that I have ever mentioned that I am sick myself. It's something I keep to myself, I haven't had time to look into treatment for myself and I think that it's something that has to happen soon. I'm not sure how I will pull this off. So much stress! Hope everyone is doing ok today. If today is not going great, just stop for a moment and take a deep breath. Everything will be ok, just slow down, and remember you are not alone.