I've been taking care of my 92 yr old double amputee grandmother for 2 yrs. Between the frequent diaper changes all day and night i get no sleep, then she getsupset bbecause i have no energy for anything. It doesn't help that she's alittle OCD And thinks everythings always dirty. Anyway...somedays I just want to put her in a nursing home and be done with it. I'd get my life back, my relationship wih my husband back , my privacy back ,my ability to go somewhere, I could make what I want for dinner, I could go on for days, but then I feel selfish for thinking of myself. I can't get any help from other family members, but they all depend on me to make sure she has a good quality of life( mine doesn't matter to them) I gave up my life my house and my job 2 yrs ago and i feel like a monster for wanting it all back however.... Thank you for listening to my rant.