so Ive been away from this site for about a yr now.. I decided to check in, peep around and re read my old posts...Im amazed that there are so many people that are angry enouph to judge others for actions and decisions theyve made.
In reading my old posts, it honestly brought up all those anxieties, anger, resntment and fears. Its still fresh enouph that I remembered how I felt, searching for anyone that could even relate to how I was feeling.
I went through a really touph time this past yr, trying to cope with Moms death,and Ive been beating myself up, because Id forgotten why wed placed her in the nursing home. Id forgotten that I did everything I possible could.. I guess ill leave this acct open, so I can come back, and re read that time in my life..