My mom died almost a month now but I still cry everyday. My mom had a stroke 7 yrs ago and left her paralyzed on her left body she couldnt walk on her own. I was her caregiver. To make matters worst she was diagnosed with stage 5 chronic kidney disease and that was what she died from. Severe renal failure. She died in her sleep whickh i find out in the morning when i was about to wake her up to have out routine of having coffee together, the night before she died, she called to me 3x just to say that she is going to sleep. She never does that, i feel so bad i wish i had known. I wish i could taken her to the hosp. Pls somebody help me. Am i a bad person?