her attitude, anger, resentment of me and her situation, accusations, guilt trips, poor pitiful me and a demanding expecting attitude.
I see a lot of threads that say caregivers are special. I do not feel special. I am stuck. My life has ended. My husband went home to be with the Lord in 2009. I have one terrific daughter 32 y.o. works and is all around great and loves me.
But, she is my daughter and I don't want to burden her with my problems. I have NO friends because of my health and my situation now. I am not special. I resent the fact that I am the only one that will take care of them. The rest of my life I will have one or both of them to take care. I am not interested in breathing anymore. I need an escape. I get no rest, 4-5 hrs sleep if that. My health is going down the drain swiftly now. Hopeless need hope.
My mother has threatened me several times. She has told me that she is tired of me being here. Thanks everyone for your help etc. I cant continue this now.