my husband had his right leg amputated below the knee. he is very weak and has diarrea for about the past week before that he was throwing up. i work to support us and when i come home for lunch all i can do is clean him and feed him and give him the insulin shots. he is a diabetic. he is so wonderful but i cannot find the mind of the man i fell in love with i find him sometimes but then his mind slips away. he is so weak from the surgeries. i had to call the fire dept to take him in the house in the wheelchair. i thought he was going to die before i got him home. i love him but i am the only one taking care of him and i am working and i am so tired. i drink alot of coffee to stay awake. no one understands how hard it is.