Logically I understand that it was her time to pass away. And I know it was for her best,I didn't want to see her struggle(she had COPD). But at times,when I'm all alone I am saddened by her lost. I was her caregiver and even though toward the end she made life hard for me, (I know it was the illness) I still miss her,we said our good-by''s and she knew how much I loved her and yet it's still difficult for me,others in the household seemed to have gotten over her loss but i still find it hard. I am presently looking for a job to fill in the void and started to become active in exercising also. Perhaps with time, Have any of you felt this way?