How do I avoid wanting to die myself?
My dad moved in with us over the summer. He is 87.. I am an only child. Between my dad and my husband, we have gone through nine surgeries since July. My husband had a tumor that was cancer, but they did get it all. Now my dad has terminal cancer. I love my dad, but he is very hard to live with, and makes things very difficult. He only focuses on his own needs, even over our children. I feel as if I do not want to go on... I am depressed, and don't even recognize myself. My personality is angry and I am sad all of the time.