I can't seem to find any hope in life. I look at my Mom going downhill, and know that's me right around the corner. I read others stories on here, and think how will I ever cope with that? I have lost all of the hope for any dreams and hope for a bright future. I am feeling so trapped and lost. I also feel like if I put her in a care center not only will she be miserable, but I will have failed. I don't know how to go on anymore.