My father abused me as a child. I have "forgiven" as much as I can. I have been his care manager for the past four years from 2,500 miles away. He is in assisted living, gets wonderful care, is being seen by hospice nurse, doctor, chaplain, and social worker. I "talk" with him on Skype a couple of times a week. He's awake only 3 hours a day. I am grateful for his good care and that he will not die alone, but I feel no desire to be with him. Any thoughts?