Where is my life going?
Moved back home to care for my mom who passed from cancer in April. Now it's me and my 83 year old dad. He has several health issues, non life-threatening at the moment but he needs me around to help him with the house and other daily tasks. I have a part time night job so I can be around in the daytime to go to the his many doctor's appointments. i don't regret coming home to take care of my parents but some days I want to cry wondering what is going to happen to me when my father passes which could be years from now. I'm 56 years old, I have no friends here, no money to really do anything and no motivation to do anything worthwhile. My siblings tell me they appreciate all that I am doing and offer support but they have families, jobs and all live several hours away, it's just easier for me to do everything. i know people will tell me I'm depressed, I already take medication for that. I guess I just need to know if everyone else in my position feels the same