Ups and downs of caregiving....Can you do it? Yes you can.

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I truly believe caring for a loved one is a gift, not everyone can do it. But, for those of us that had to suddenly take on the responsibility, we find ourselves in a new role and often times juggling a job, family, and all the ups and downs that goes right along with it.

I have to constantly remind myself of the following; if my mom can take care of seven kids by herself, then why can't the remaining six take care of one. It boggles my mom how some will step up to the plate and others will fear it will take away from the enjoyment of life.

I can't for the life of me figure out why it is so difficult for some members of the family to give back to the one that God placed on this earth to help rear them; not only that, most grandparent's are rearing their grandchildren and some members find it "upsetting" if you even mention the word "care". What has this world come to when we stop caring for our senior citizens (parents and grandparents).

When my mom was told by one sibling, "I have to live my own life", and left my mom alone without adequate heating and did not give any thought to what food was left in the cupboards, it put my mom in a state of depression. She still dawns on it right today and often cries about it.

I worked part-time and on my days off, I visited my mom three sometimes four days a week to make sure she had heat and food. I thank God for giving me strength to look after her - even before she requested me to be her caregiver.

I am not above anything or anyone and I treat each day as if it were my last; meaning, I enjoy everyday (good or bad). Not only that, I always remind myself that someone, somewhere has it a lot worse...and I thank God I am here on this earth to help take care of my mom. I was not fortunate enough to know my day...he died when I was very young. My mom was both my dad and mom.

She was married twice...my other siblings have a living, breathing dad....I don't. At times I feel bitter about not having a dad in my life, but I have my Heavenly Father Who has always been there for me and still is.....He will neither leave me nor forsake me....I truly believe that with all my heart.

So yes, our parents may give us a hard time, but just remember the hard times we gave them while we were growing up. Were we obedient? Did we always do what they requested? Did we honor our parents when we were young? Were we mouthy and rebellious? Were your parents patient with you and loved you regardless of your faults?

I know it's a hassle sometimes and you feel as if you can't make it another day. Just remember....they stuck it out with us, now it's our turn to stick it out with them.

Love, Live, and Leave the rest to God....(cast your cares).

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Everybodys circumstances are different also everybodys parents are different everybodys childhoods are different so i dont think its great OR a gift for everybody? mums been sick ALL my life? Not nice seeing your mum ill ALL your life and seeing nothing but hospitals since you were 4yrs of age? im 48 now i think i deserve a little break from a lifelong sick parent so no i dont see any of this as a gift? sometimes in life its NOT all about the parents sometimes its about your life if you have any left in you after this!
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MimiJ319, I do see what your saying and agree with you in many ways. I do feel lucky and happy to help my grandfather and now father. I helped family growing up, but of course never like I have been over the last 15 years or so, more so over the last few years. Taking care of them makes me sad that I didn't and wasn't able to understand the care my grandmothers needed before they passed. I mean I helped them, but I was living my life and both had other adults living with them to help them. Anyways, my one grandmother ended up in a NH and I hated her to be there but I couldn't bring her with me because at the time I didnt have my own place to make that decision. I kept trying to figure out what to do, then she died in the NH from heart trouble.

I do complain on here a lot, of the hours with Grandpa not because I dont care but because I have kids and need a job, plus a dying father at home ( separate homes cannot all live together) and like JessieBelle said, I am one of those parents! I will raise my hand. As mentioned, family's were bigger and closer back in the day, situations have changed now sadly. My family is dysfunctional in many ways, mainly drug/alcohol issues, mental issues and pure prejudice and greed.

I will feel guilty of all my complaining when my loved ones pass , as I feel guilty now. Heck, I know they complain about me! I love them beyond any thing, every last one of them, but, some people, like yourself can handle it better then I and you are very lucky and I would like some of your strength for myself. I think your strong and sweet. But, we all can only handle so much before we break ourselves. And what we can all handle or the amount we can handle is different. Sometimes I like the saying " God only gives you what you can handle" and other times, not so much. Even if one is not religious the saying can still apply by "whatever power or reason one believes we are here we are given what we can handle"

Hugs and hope everything continues well for you.
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For those of you with negative comments and think I am judging others forgive me. I thought this sight was to offer encouragement and not tear apart a simple discussion that meant no harm to anyone. I enjoy caring for my mom and that is all I have to say. Have a blessed day! signing off.....
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Don't forget 1 out of every 3 Caregivers dies, leaving behind the person(s) they were caring for. Those are horrible odds.

The parent(s) gets to live a full life, but their grown child doesn't. What is wrong with this picture?

Whenever I read an obituary where someone passes in their 50's or 60's, which in my book is still pretty young, I look to see if one or both of the parents are still alive. Depending on the cause of death, I wonder if Caregiving was a strong marker.
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I am by no means judging others and my apologies for anyone that think I am....my opinion is simply that....my opinion. If I have offended anyone...no worries....I was simply trying to get everyone to see the positive side of caregiving, not the negative side.
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Capn, it is probably because she just arrived to the group and was already stating that parents took care of us, so we should take care of them. Not the best entry statement to make until you get to read some of the situations here.
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i didnt think mimi was being condescending .
" I am not above anything or anyone "
i took it she was giving encouragement to those suffering the carer burden currently .
personally im a living joke . only my flexible work schedule and low personal debt to income ratio permitted me to stick by my mom and now aunt so closely .
i have a sis and her family who do nothing but party with their church friends . they never gave a thought to moms QOL in the last few years so there are those out there who are just thoughtless and self centered too . in between are an entire generation of people caught between a hard economy , child rearing , and aging parents .
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I am thankful to be able to care for my Mama, and I am thankful she has overcome a LOT to remain here with me, that being said.....I was a good child, I was the obedient one, the one who never got into trouble, I was always there for my parents and was always helping at home. I had dreams and plans and when I went away to college, it felt like my life had finally begun..THEN, my Daddy's health began to deteriorate right as I graduated at age 21. I immediately began living out of a suitcase and spending most of my weekends driving back and forth to help my parents...even before I probably should have...because I felt that was what I ought to do....And so it continued but I always just kept going and believing that one day I would still have my own life...Well, that never materialized...After a long and difficult struggle, I lost my Daddy 18 years ago....but still I thought, I had time to begin my life...By then I was 37...not a spring chicken maybe, but still young enough...but then my Mama's health began to decline and even though she lived alone, I was constantly worried about her and so while all my friends were out and about doing things that most folks in their 30's do, I was running the highway living out of my suitcase, rarely ever having a weekend to myself or getting to make plans of my own...And so it continued and then BOOM....Mama fell down her stairs and that was when my old life ended...whatever that life was...and this one began...I love Mama...I am trying hard, but it is not lost on me that I never got to have what she had...the family of my own, the children...and to be honest, I never felt like I had much of a choice as I always felt like I had to do it all because my only sibling had ZERO responsibility (in his head) towards any of it...So now my chance at having children of my own is over...I would just as soon be brushing my teeth of even thinking of having a relationship with a man..who has time for that anyway...and who the heck would want me the way I look these days...My parents both had full, rich lives...and they were good parents...but in some ways I still feel like my wings got clipped a long time ago and I was never supposed to fly away...and yet...true enough that it was my choice to leave my job and my own home and my own life and move back home to care for Mama...I was raised to feel that was what children are supposed to do...but I am wondering why is it usually that only one sibling feels that way.
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I agree with Jeanne but would add that it's an individual's right to choose. Some people can't do it and they should be respected for choosing alternate options that provide the best care possible.
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MimiJ319, I see that your mother has arthritis. So does mine. The mobility issues and pain management can be quite a challenge. My mother also has dementia. Have you ever spent even one week with someone you love dearly who is no longer the person you knew?

It is not really fair, you know, to judge everything from the perspective of your particular situation.

Even the parents who were patient and loving never had to deal with losing us bit by bit, memory by memory. They could expect our behavior to get better, not worse (in the long run) and the active effort required of them got less as we aged. They guided us and looked forward to our growth and improvement. That is not remotely what caring for a loved one with dementia (or most chronic or terminal conditions) is like.

I think you meant this post to be encouraging to those of us who are caring for our parents. Thank you for that. But the judgmental tone spoils it for me.
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