AAAAAAAH! Soo much love and resenting!
First of all I love my mom more than anything! BUT Im tired and angry! All I do is take care of everyone! As I said before, my lil girl has kidney problems, & now I have to homeschool her, my lil boy
y is has Autism Spectrum, & life with him is rough enough. My husband recently has been diagnosed with high BP & heart issues. I AM GOING CRAZY! I HAVE NOBODY TO HELP ME! MY HUSBAND IS ANGRY THAT I GET NO HELP WITH MOM! SHE has dementia, diabetes, overweight, thyroid, disabled, heart issues & KEEPS FALLING, she is a beautiful 72 yr old lady but I AM TIRED! & Feel GUILTY FOR RESENTING HER! I took care of my 6mths NOW CANCER FREE SISTER for almost a yr. Im dead tired just want my LIFE BACK! I CANT GO OUT WITH MY KIDS W/O WORRYING ABOUT MY MOM. MY sister cant just SIT with mom for a day too give me a break! Mom is my best friend but she doesnt understand things she has dementia do yall know how crazy & sad it is to live daily 24/7 with her saying my name, yelling at me, not understanding me at times!!! My KIDS NEED ME TOO. I LOVE MOM BUT can ANYONE simply acknowledge me/or understand my feelings!!! I have NO FRIENDS, NO FAMILY THAT LISTENS TO ME NOR HELPS me take care of her PHYSICALLY TO GIVE ME A BREAK, & MY LIFE IS LIKE AN ELDERLY PERSON. So stressed out! Im thinking of ASSISTED LIVING... BUT ITS BREAKING MY HEART..... IM DYING TO GET ANY ADVICE OR SIMILAR SITUATIONS?