Not just time but better quality time. I do get a lot of time to myself, but I spend too much time on the computer. I am tired of dealing with issues or worrying about possible issues with my husband. He had a stroke last August and is much better, but not normal. Plus has something on his heart valve that the surgeon put to repair it. A snow storm canceled the dentist appointment the the hygienist is only there once a week. I was told that I should cancel my doctor appointment to get him into dentist if it wasn't just two weeks after original scheduled appointment. He also has to take large quantity of antibiotics an hour before dental cleaning. Hearing this stuff made me anxious. What if hygienist gets sick and can't get to his teeth cleaning for another month. Don't want to go to stranger. He got the shingles. One week before an important driving lesson. Before I could get him to doctor, I thought maybe cancer. Never seen shingles. That was stressful. Him keep complaining about pain. I just don't want anything else to stress about. It's one thing after another with him. Wish he was healthy but he isn't. I also feel bad for him cause he can't use his left hand. Can't live the life he was leading.