Every once in a while, like yesterday I have a very hard day. My husband who has dementia and cancer was agitated more of the day. Then when I went to care for my Mother she was all depressed and in a mood. My teen son wanted attention to and wanted me to go shopping with him and he never asks for much. I was not able to take him in the condition my husband and Mother was in. This morning I woke up at 5:30 am and the first thought in my mind was, " I should just get in the car and drive away and never be heard from again. I did not do it of course but that made me think I must be getting depressed. I feel tired all the time and not just physically. Many times in the past few months I've gotten up thinking I'll stay another day. I get tired of people saying do it One Day at a Time, or Things will get Better. They seem to be getting worst. Anyway I am going to a group support meeting tomorrow maybe I will find something there to encourage me. Thank you for listening to me rant.