Love One has passed on is so much more difficult than I had ever imagined. Mother went to Heaven in June 21 last and I'm finding it impossible to take that next step and move on with My Life. The void and the emptiness and the loneliness in My Life now is unbearable especially at night, and Sunday is the day I dread most. Having Cared for Mother Who suffered from Alzheimer's for three years We became so cloce, yet We had always been very United. Nothing prepares Us for the dreadful grief that follows when We loose Our Love One Who We loved and cherished, and Cared for so attentatively, and then when They are gone from Us it's so difficult to come to terms with the huge loss in Our Lives.