I AM DOING MY BEST FOR HER. It's so hard to please her. Daily, her bipolar personality is so difficult to please. Today is one of those days that even though it had bad times, cuz I always do something wrong, it was so BEAUTIFUL! We watched a movie with my sister w/cancer, then another movie with my kids/her she looks so adorable along with my kiddos eating icecream in her pjs. My life is so stressful & lonely but tonite was great! I LOVE HER/my babies so much! So why am I having panic attack now! Im so burnt out. I need friends anyone to listen or talk to caregiving is very hard. This is a great Idea.... thank you all for advice.