I feel so tired and depressed. What I am dealing with is overwhelming. I am reaching out for help, but it's slow and not always enough or what is needed. I just feel like stopping. I have way too much responsibility for one person. I feel like crying, but I can't. Does anyone else feel this way? And I love my mom, too, but this is too much. I don't deserve this. I wish I could cry. I feel like i'm just a utility that other people use. I want to be loved and cared for too. I just needed to vent. I am so unhappy and tired and sad. I need relief.