I'm having a very hard time and don't know how to handle anything. I find myself feeling glad he's home but so tired.
I still work and have a caregiver for him from 10 to 6 Tuesday - Saturday the rest of the time it's all up to me. I'm up with my husband 3or 4 times a night. He has night sweats that are really bad. I change him and his bed so he's not sleeping in a wet bed. At the same time he has to use the urinal. One of the biggest problems is when he doesn't have to go once I'm up and have the urinal in place at 2am and he doesn't have to go after all or he goes just a little because he went 1 hour ago.
Tonight I told him that I'm not getting up for the 3 ed time and it's 2 am. I ended up getting up 20 minutes later and had to change his diaper and bed. I'm exhausted and feel guilty for the feelings I have.
I feel like I lost my husband