I'll never be free!!
i'm sorry, but i have ALOT of venting to do.... i'm not really close w alot of ppl & i feel like im wearing down the ONE friend that i confide all of this to... i feel like my story is no different than alot of others i have read here so far~
mom & i haVe never ghad a great relationship (we argue/but heads constantly).. i moved to NC about 3 yrs ago, moving her here 1 yr after me.. BIGGEST MISTAKE EVVVVEEERRRR~~~~ now i feel as though i am stuck!! her health has severly declined, & she's been admitted in & out of hosps,. rehabs, etc. shes been 'screened' for MH issues, argues w EVERYONE that she encounters. she is verbally absusive to me and yet i am the ONLY ONE that is there to help her. i am SICK of being her TARGET.. i work 2 jobs = 7 days a week and STILL have to help take care of her as well. i DID NOT SIGN UP for this!!! and mixed w UNDIAGNOSED MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES does not help the situation @ all.. i feel like i have given up MY life to (be ABUSED).. bc she is so unhappy in her own life~ she wishes to die (due to arthritis & neuropathy pain) and i think we'll all be better off when she does (may God help me).. i dont wanna sound selfish ~ but when is enough enough??